Stuck Eating This

Have you ever seen a 230 calorie pudding? This was my dinner. I’m so tired of a liquid diet and sweet things. I want to eat food, real food, savory food with flavor and texture. Instead I’m stuck eating stuff like this just to get calories. 

This morning I stayed in bed for a long time. It’s part of my strategy to not move around too much and burn calories. I have lost 13 pounds in three weeks but I’ve managed to lose only one pound since last week, which is encouraging because it means I’ve been consuming enough to stabilize my weight loss, even though today was only like a 500 calorie day. Hopefully one day soon I can eat more in order to actually start gaining weight (something I never thought I’d say).