530

That’s the amount of calories I consumed for dinner. I promised I was doing everything I could to get better, even if it means drinking a high calorie nutritional drink. I’ve lost almost 40 pounds since July. This is the least I’ve weighed since my early 20s. I’m scared. 

I was exhausted today from waking up in the middle of the morning to use the bathroom. The increased dosage is moving things. And I tried to do chores around the house, and that took a lot out of me. I had to rest on the bed, my heart was racing. 

I’m so tired of feeling tired. I’m exhausted from stomach pain. But I’m fighting this uphill battle, and I have to press on.