One Day

Did I sleep on the right side? You bet I did. For a whole seven hours! I didn’t move an inch! But I didn’t vomit either so that’s a win. I tried to push myself today. I made breakfast for the family (that was hard) and I ate half a waffle (also not so easy) and I sat outside (pretty peaceful). 

Then the family decided to go out for the day. Unfortunately I can’t join them in this condition, so I stayed home and watched movies all day. It wasn’t terrible, just quiet. 

These will be my days for a while, struggling to eat and move and get better, faced against all the things everyone else can do that I can’t. It is what it is. I’m used to being down now. I’m looking forward to being up one day.