Still Muddy

Every day I keep hoping for the best. Some days are better than others. Today was not it. I woke up in the middle of the night for some reason. The interrupted sleep led to a cranky morning. But to make matters worse, I started heaving again this morning, just like yesterday. I don’t know why, but the bubbles in my belly insist on fighting their way out in the morning. And it kills me because it gives me a sour stomach for the rest of the day. I hate this feeling.